I FOUND AN OLD UNFINISHED COMIC THING FROM JANUARY 2019
It's supposed to be a sad comic about me and my dad. And about my birthday that I now despite, with huge stress related few days / weeks before it happens.
It's missing backgrounds and dialogues but I did not remember I drew us like this (I love it ;w;)
Also, it's not new that I draw myself as a little wolf I see !
It's that time again where tendinitis come back to say hi on both of my thumb... So I can't really draw for now (even typing is hard haaa)
I'll try to find some old stuff or skechbook thing to post here.
If you have other cool ideas of what you want to see or what I could do here do not hesitate to tell me, I'm curious :)
On another quick note, this week was really hard to go through.
My bank account went on the red again (thanks past me for still having some savings)
Then we got a pretty hard heatwave where one of my cat got health issues so I had to wait a day to go to the vet in the morning so he won't die in my burning car.
Turns out he had an asthma crisis, something not to strong but with the heat in my appartment, having him cough and seeing him breathing reallyyy hard was a nighmare.
He is ok now, but a crisis can come anytime and it's quite stressing when there is one (But now I have meds to give him so he should be fine ;w;)
Now I have to got groceries shopping but I'm reluctant because it cost money and the vet was not free (though my vet is the best 'cause she always try to make me pay for the least amount, giving me reductions or making some stuff free. I suspect for this time that I did not pay for the meds because she told me "With the Xray you'll have to pay that price" but said nothing about the meds ? Anyway she's great TT-T)
Here is Soulmaz, @/ Pawutena's (twitter) OC !
Saturated version, lineart and original version.
I'm still not really at ease with colors and coloring but I kindda like the way this one turned out ☺️✨
Strangely, I like this website more and more. Idk I feel like it's more "calm", maybe safer here.
I could also say that having my art being seen for once feels great too !
Now I just want to learn how to interact with others. That's something really overwhelming IRL for me, but online too. And when I eventualy end up not responding for days or just not being able to know how to keep conversations going, it's a bit downhearting.
I want to meet new people, make friends again and have fun with them, try to stay in a positive mindset with them, share dumb stuff etc...
i hiked. so much. but damn were the sights good
*slaps legs* these bad boys can fit so many kilometers in em
Another illustration for the french anthologie Belle Epoque (Ed. Luciférines) this time about Baphomet, since the theme was "Occult" !
Belle Epoque Illustration : 2/4
An illustration I did for an upcoming anthology of short stories about "La Belle Epoque", ed. Luciférines.
My theme was "Psychology"
Belle Epoque Illustrations : 1/4
Drew my friend's fallen Aasimar Blythe 👀 I was in charge of designing his outfit and I may have gone ham 😂
you ever just feel like turning into a blob of nothing but wings and eyes?
@coffee I hope you are still ok, even if things are not ideal rn ! And thank you for your answer :) It was really heartwarming to read !
I fortunaly ask for help sometimes haha ! My friends are really supporting even if they all struggle a lot and as for my family, well it's family so they have a hard time understanding that I'm doing my best (and that I'm, in fact, sick since they can't "see" it) Also, I once asked for money to one of my uncle and wow it was SO hard to do. It was supposed to be used for the shop I was creating but covid unfortunately kick out my plans.
Taking break is a good advice too yes ! Even if when I do it the guilt of not doing anything is hard to ignore, I've learn over time that it's a necessity against burn out :)
Also, fortunately I really like what I'm currently doing, doing illustrations and drawing other people OCs so I feel like the burn out that uni gave me is starting to fade off, which is sooo great !
Now, since you gave me such a sweet support comment and advices I want to give you one too ! And that will be to try and stay positive even when the situation is not that good. Even if you maybe feel trapped, trying to find just a little something positive can change a lot of thing and appease a bit of the stuggle !
Also, even if it's silly to say, I support you ! Whatever the path you choose to engage in :)
There are a lot of (big?) artist on twitter these past days / weeks that are sharing their art journey with a lot of positive mindsets. (About body pain and mental health mostly)
It's so cool to read and I've learn a lot of thing about body pain (It's a bit late for me unfortunately)
I'm just wondering how to apply all the mental heath discourse part (Take your time to create, take break even if they are long so you don't burn yourself out, etc..) when you helplessly need money.
I'm trying to imagine that for my case, because it's the only one I know well. How to apply those wonderful advices from people that went through that when you have untraited mental illnesses (and lots of different physical pain), that are not going to get "fixed" for another long time because you don't have enough money + making moves to have help take litteraly years, but also you fonction good enough so psychiatrist think you are not a priority while not fonctionning enough / being to sick all the time that you can't have a stable job, and you actually running out of money ?
With all of that, I don't see how my mental health could be a priority since I'm running out of time to find people that could be interested enough to pay for what I do... Social medias are so hard to "shine" through that I'm getting scared, paniqued and the only way to appease a little bit my creepling anxiety is to work quicker, longer and hopfully better.
If you happen to stumble upon this and want to / have the time to / have the energy to react to it, with advices, or your own experiences, journey, or just adding your own concern about life please do ! I'm really curious on having others' opinion on that matter since I'm so confused.
I feel like I'm only seeing the problem part of my life, like a giant endless wall but maybe, since you reading have a global vision you may find some way around that wall that could help not only me, but people wondering the same :)
I had sooo much fun drawing that one !
Trying my best to learn how to draw animals (and furries if I can later !)
Silence belong to Dethscript
A bust ref of my beautiful OC Camille !
He is always doing stranges poses when he find out his pic is taken :)
I've posted about my OC Camille, so now is the time for his wonderful boyfriend Nathanael !
As I said before, I'm participating in artfight for the first time this year, in team Sugar ! (https://artfight.net/~Kaalicot if you are curious)
And I'm having a blast both drawing my own OC and other people's !
For the first time, I'm participating in artfight ! (https://artfight.net/~Kaalicot if you are curious)
So it was the best time to redraw my OCs !
Here is Camille <3
I'm in team sugar and if you want, maybe I can draw your OC, regardless of team (Be aware that I have a lot of work outside of Artfight, so it may take me some time)